After the Fact

Today was lunch.
It was perfect.
I sound like a third grader trying to make sentences.
He opened the door for me, let me order first, never looked at his phone, and paid for me.
I don't remember what it's like to be treated that way.
We talked about everything.
And it made me feel more useful and purposeful than I ever have.
I like this boy.

He told BD that it wouldn't be fair if we were together right now.
Because of the mind set he is in.
You know, his ex really fucked him up.
And I don't understand how anyone could give him up.
But he said that he is protecting me and my best interest.

Well, personally, I hope that he changes his mind soon.
I can't keep buying new heels and dresses everytime we hang out.
:)

Boooo, I just want him to give in.
I hope there really is something to give in to.